IT'S NOW OR NEVER

 IT'S NOW OR NEVER

Sometimes, I'm afraid to speak in English.

I'm scared to use the language.

I feel conscious and uneasy.

Thinking of what the people may say.

If I violate the English rules,

If I fail to use the language proficiently

If my grammar, isn't correct

If I don't know the proper punctuation

If I'm wrong in picking up the appropriate tenses

If my verse is lacking figurative speech

And many more violations

That against the language regulations.

Some will laugh

Some will raise an eyebrow

Some will look down on me

Some will insult or mock me 

Some will simply ignore 

And some will tell, 

and let me know my errors.

So, I can correct.

How will I learn,

if I won't let go of my fear?

How will I improve, 

if I'm not going to face the difficulty?

I never want to lose a battle, 

without any attempt to fight

I don't easily give up,

on things without trying.

It's now or never

Win or lose

At least I tried,

and I did my best.